I am sending each of you love, patience, gentleness & kindness on this Friday. The energy of today is family, friends && HEALING THE EMOTIONS.
Last New Moon a group of friends and I made vision boards and set intentions for success in all areas of our lives. I know for certain have been thinking about TRANSITION. * movie flash back scene *
Summer 2019 .. I felt like I was .. repeating patterns and I began to be “on the run” from the life I created through shame, fear, guilt, impoverished mind set & over all .. poor decision making — truly I had run out of excuses for Me.
I took a look in the Magick Mirror, Realizing I could play victim to “the world” or I could be the change I wished to see.
Then Boom 💡 Don’t wish; WORK. * ends flash back *
The long jump off the hampster wheel. I knew exactly where I was... Feeling at peace because I wasn’t perfect but I knew I was where I needed to be and I had faith in where God was taking me.
Here I am 40 months later, finally out of my small town, running my own small business, healthy, HAPPILY single, kids in sports, & continuing to grow in every area. I have not reached my destination but I am for sure .. walking down the next street.
Below is an amazing poem by Portia Nelson that romances SELF Development. In different chapters of my life, I could not understand but today ... I am so thankful to my 9th grade business teacher for sharing this with me & I pray it’s a silver lining for whatever chapter you are on.
“There‘s a hole in my side walk” - Portia Nelson
I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I fall in. I am lost… I am helpless. It isn’t my fault. It takes forever to find a way out.
I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I pretend that I don’t see it. I fall in again. I can’t believe I am in this same place. But, it isn’t my fault. It still takes a long time to get out.
I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I see it is there. I still fall in … it’s a habit … but, my eyes are open. I know where I am. It is my fault. I get out immediately.
I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I walk around it.
Chapter 5 - My 30th Birthday
I walk down another street.
Happy Birthday to Me ❤️